Helpful Resources

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Below is a compilation of resources (book recommendations, websites, groups, etc.) for helping those who have experienced various types of abuse (spiritual, emotional, verbal, sexual, domestic violence). Many times the Christian church has not been a safe place for victims to go for help. I try to do my best to keep this page updated and reliable. Please let me know if you have additional resources or concerns about anything recommend. 

If you still are not finding the help you need, please contact me at My team and I will do our best to help you!  

grace and peace,

Julie Anne

Spiritual Sounding Board Resource Page

Sites and Links that Provide Help and Information Regarding Spiritual Abuse

Battered Sheep

Are You Ready to Find a New Church?  Good guidelines here!

Church Exiters, Dr. Barb Orlowski

Going Back to Church? Some Thoughts to Consider:  Blog readers compile a list:  what helped, what to look for, what to avoid when going back to church after spiritual abuse.

Liberty for Captives – Cult survivor, Stephen Smith, writes articles pertaining to spiritual abuse.  His work is excellent and very helpful.

How Cults Work

International Cultic Studies Association has an article, Characteristics Associated with Cultic Groups, which can be helpful in determining if your church functioned as a cult. 

Concerted efforts at influence and control lie at the core of cultic groups, programs, and relationships. Many members, former members, and supporters of cults are not fully aware of the extent to which members may have been manipulated, exploited, even abused. The following list of social-structural, social-psychological, and interpersonal behavioral patterns commonly found in cultic environments may be helpful in assessing a particular group or relationship.

Pastoral Bullies – Excellent article by Sam Storms, describing how a pastor can bully or domineer.

Provender:  “A clearinghouse of sources on spiritual abuse and cult-like practices in groups and churches.

Recovering from Churches that Abuse – Ron Enroth, Free Online Book

Spiritual Abuse Survey

Under Much Grace

VM Life Resources  Informative website from people who were involved in Dallas cult.  Very good information and helps.

The Dark Side of Spiritual Abuse blog series by Philip Harelson

Brad Sargent has compiled a listing of books dealing with spiritual abuse and recovery here.


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Toxic Faith by Stephen Arteburn and Jack Felton

Spiritual Abuse Help

Messages on Topics of Abuse

Unspeakable Truths– video/audio:   My quick review:  I just listened to this powerful 40+ min. teaching on family dysfunction and its devastating and lasting effects. While this specifically refers to sexual abuse in a family, the same results and patterns are found with other types of abuse (emotional/physical/spiritual). Lorie Kaufman-Rees uses the biblical story of Tamar and identifies key sins of the family in how they treated her and the cover-up of the horrific sin/crime committed against her. This is now one of my favorite resources on this topic. I highly, highly recommend it.~ja

This is a compilation of commonly used verses pastors used to control, manipulate, and abuse:   Spiritual Abuse: Verses Pastors Twist and Misuse to Control

Suggestions for Spiritual Abuse Survivors in the How, When, and Why in Sharing Our Accounts of Recovery” by Brad/futuristguy:  Is It Time To Tell My Story?

If you are considering telling your story, this is the best material I’ve seen. Brad Sargent has extensive experience with this topic and helps survivors to think through the process. He also includes very important considerations that might be overlooked.

The Bible and Authority

By Wade Burleson and his father, Paul Burleson, this is a document on Biblical authority in the church. Many times spiritual abusers assume authority that is not Biblically theirs to have. Wade and Paul flesh this out using scripture.

Spiritual Sounding Board private forum

If you would like to join the new private gathering place to share and support those affected by church abuse, please send an e-mail request to:


Bent Meyer of Paradigm Counseling of Puget Sound:  Bent Meyer is a licensed mental health counselor who specializes in counseling those who have been spiritually abused. (Seattle, WA area)

Daniel Shaw LCSW: “I use psychoanalytically informed psychotherapy and trauma therapies to support former members of abusive groups in their post-cult recovery.  Post-cult recovery is for many former cult members a difficult process, involving struggles at many levels to return from a restrictive, authoritarian culture to a life of freedom and autonomy.” (New York, NY – Manhattan area)

Mike Noblin: Therapist in Seattle who specializes in helping who have suffered spiritual abuse.

MeadowHaven “exists to provide a refuge for former members of high control, destructive groups to rest, heal, and grow. By understanding their experience in an abusive environment and acquiring the skills necessary for life outside the group, MeadowHaven helps former members recover their ability to be thriving contributors to society. Healing is fostered in the context of healthy community, relationships with other former members with similar experiences, and a supportive staff who understand the processes of thought reform, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD), identity confusion, chronic emotional disturbance, etc.”

Spiritual Abuse Recovery:  “My name is Brandon Santan and I’m a counselor specializing in Spiritual Abuse Recovery. I know what it’s like. I was in a spiritually abusive environment for over 25 years which resulted in a roller coaster ride of emotions and crisis of faith. Never in my life have I experienced the grace of God like I did when I found out the truth regarding the spiritual abuse I had experienced.”

Symboulous Ministries:  It is with great respect that I dedicate Symboulos Ministries to my brothers and sisters in Christ who have suffered the trauma and negative repercussions of spiritual abuse, and yet refuse to count themselves among “those who shrink back and are destroyed, but of those who have faith and preserve their souls.” Heb. 10:39 ESV  -Bob Dixon, Founder Symboulos Ministries

Wellspring Retreat and Resource Center

“Wellspring Retreat and Resource Center is a residential treatment center for those who have been abused in relationships, cults, situations of trauma, and by destructive therapeutic alliances resulting in emotional betrayal and/or physical harm. We offer hope and help through a program of counseling, education, and retreat.”


Global research statistics on domestic violence:

Violence against women: a ‘global health problem of epidemic proportions’. News release of June 20, 2013, World Health Organization. Violence against women: a ‘global health problem of epidemic proportions’

“The study finds that intimate partner violence is the most common type of violence against women, affecting 30% of women worldwide.”  US Research on Domestic Violence

The National Intimate Partner and Sexual Violence Survey.

Intimate partner violence, sexual violence, and stalking are important and widespread public health problems in the United States. On average, 20 people per minute are victims of physical violence by an intimate partner in the United States. Over the course of a year, that equals more than 10 million women and men. Those numbers only tell part of the story—nearly 2 million women are raped in a year and over 7 million women and men are victims of stalking in a year.

National Intimate Partner and Sexual Violence Survey, 2010 report. Executive Summary. (Published November 2011.)


When it comes to domestic violence, Protestant pastors want to be helpful but often don’t know where to start.

Most say their church would be a safe haven for victims of domestic violence.

But many don’t know if anyone in their church has been a victim of domestic violence. And only half say they have a plan in place to help if a victim comes forward.

Viewing abuse as an issue of submission also creates a Catch-22 for the wife.  Within evangelicalism, submission is considered an important issue because unsubmissive women are seen as a major, if not the problem for families and society today.  But by stating that her submission could have prevented the abuse from occurring, we are stating that in reality submission is the means of controlling the abusive husband. So she is being admonished to stop usurping his authority and yet being told to exercise control through her submission. This is contradictory. This also places her in an impossible position, for what human being has the ability to change another person’s heart?   Only the Holy Spirit has the power to convict of sin and bring repentance. (Source) (Note: this source has been removed from the internet, without being captured on the Wayback Machine. If someone can identify the source, please let me know.)

Domestic Violence Resources  This list comes from A Cry for Justice blog which deals with domestic violence in the church.  Excellent list of resources here.

Church Positions on Domestic Violence  From A Cry for Justice blog, “This page gives links to a number of denominational position statements, booklets or webpages on how to deal with domestic abuse.”

Here are some great resources from RBC Ministries dealing with domestic violence, emotional/spiritual abuse:

Are You in an Emotionally Destructive Relationship:  Take this quick self-test to see if you are in an emotionally-destructive relationship.  This test is taken from Leslie Vernick’s book, The Emotionally Destructive Relationship: Seeing It, Stopping It, Surviving It.

Leslie Vernick also has another excellent book:  The Emotionally Destructive Marriage: How to Find Your Voice and Reclaim Your Hope

How to Help a Victim of Violence – Dr. Christy Sim

Five Things I Wish I Had Known When I Left, by Rachel Miller

This is excellent from Faith Trust Institute:

For some Christians, a strong doctrinal position against divorce may inhibit them from exercising this means of dealing with domestic violence. For others, a position against divorce is a personally held belief often supported by family and church. In either case, there is a common assumption that any marriage is better than no marriage at all and, therefore, should be maintained at any cost. This assumption arises from a superficial view of marriage is concerned only with appearances and not with substance. In other words, as long as marriage and family relationships maintain a facade of normalcy, there is a refusal by church and community to look any closer for fear of seeing abuse or violence in the home.

What the Bible REALLY says about domestic violence and divorce – Pastor Neil Schori

Suffering Love: A Redemptive Force or an Enabling One? –  Cindy Burrell

This article gives excellent Biblical justification for leaving an abusive spouse. It is excellent:

Jesus did not subject Himself to needless suffering.  During His ministry, when those who despised Him sought to harm or kill Him, He fled.  (Luke 4:30, John 8:59, John 10:39)   Was He wrong to do so?  Of course not.  He had been given an appointed time to endure, not as a victim, but for our sake and His glory.  Similarly, if remaining with an abuser only incurs multiplied suffering, is it right to leave for the truly redemptive purposes of restoration and healing for both a wife and any children, to break the cycle of cruelty in the home, and even to pronounce righteous judgment on the unrepentant sinner – for his ultimate good?  Yes, it is.  The Apostle Paul said just as much.

“I have decided to deliver such a one to Satan for the destruction of his flesh, so that his spirit may be saved in the day of the Lord Jesus.”                 I Corinthians 5:5

Domestic Violence in the Church Research Report– Autumn Miles, LifeWay Researc

This site was recommended to me:

Private groups on Facebook for Married or Separated/Divorced:

“If you are in a difficult marriage or find yourself going through a difficult divorce, I have created two private groups on Facebook that I would like to invite you to. Simply email me at, let me know if you’re interested in the married group or separated/divorced group, then send me a friend request on Facebook ( If you’re in need of some encouragement or additional support, I invite you to join us.


I wrote an article about my mental health journey and how church leaders inappropriately responded, causing further emotional and spiritual harm:  My Personal Mental Health Story: When Christians Say Potentially Harmful Words to Someone in a Mental Health Crisis)


Ravaged Faith – “When faith has been used as a weapon, its possibility as a resource for healing is ravaged. That’s just one part of the damage that is caused when sexual abuse is committed by a trusted spiritual leader. Here is how I tried to explain it when a well-intentioned friend sent a long email saying that God would heal and restore me if  only I would put my trust and faith in Him.”

There is a pedophile in my family: the tools I gave my children to protect them from harm – This is my personal story of how I have given my children tools to protect them from pedophiles. Parents can start teaching children how to protect themselves from a very young age and remind them continually through the years. I’m still talking to my children.  ~ja

How Good Parents Miss Child Sexual Abuse and 5 Questions to Change That Sometimes we ask children the wrong questions. “Perhaps you may want to consider asking these questions the next time that your child is in someone else’s care.”

PSA: Penitent Pedophiles and CrossWay Community Church (SGM)-Graphic :  This is an informative article discussing important statistical facts on pedophiles and appropriate ways dealing with pedophilia in the church/ministries.

Together We Heal – “Together We Heal is for any who suffer from the trauma of Childhood Sexual Abuse. We are here to provide a safe forum for survivors of abuse to share, learn and heal, give direction to those seeking guidance and to expose sexual predators for what they are and their methods of getting into our lives.”

Here’s an article by Boz Tchividjian interviewing the founder of this ministry, David Pittman.

Interview with Jerome Elam This is a short interview with Jerome Elam who describes how he was abused as a child in his dysfunctional home and how he went on to be a victim of sex trafficking. Jerome discusses the grooming process very well and helps viewers to understand how pedophiles and sex traffickers find victims.

Example of a Church That Properly Handled a Case of Clergy Sexual Misconduct

Therefore, to summarize as clearly as possible: it has come to our attention that Brad Waller sexually abused boys and men under his care as a pastor of TCPC. While all of this misconduct took place over a decade ago, our church leadership is nevertheless committed to handling this horrific news with utmost sincerity, urgency, and transparency, which is why we have chosen to release this forthright statement. Read the excellent statement here.


“Why Adult Victims of Clergy Sexual Abuse Are Not To Blame” By Mark Scheffers

Understanding sexual abuse by a church leader or caregiver  By Heather Block, distributed by Mennonite Central Committee U.S.  This is an excellent 30+ page document about clergy sex abuse and its implications.


Has your family been harmed by pedophilia?   Please read this post written by an ex-wife of a pedophile.  It has been helpful to many.

A Solitary Journey – blog by Brenda, an ex-wife of a pedophile shares her story and offers help and encouragement


Sometimes it is pastors who are harmed. Not Abandoned is written by a former pastor’s wife who lost his church. “When the church that her husband shepherded for over eight years no longer wanted his services, deep feelings of sorrow and betrayal plunged into Dianne Esau Porter’s heart. In an instant, her happy, stable life felt directionless and out of control.”


How to Analyze Churches Via the Internet

Are you looking for a new church?  This article from Deb at The Wartburg Watch gives great advice to help you discern.

How to Resign from a Church

Some pastors/churches harass people after they leave.  Send a certified letter to your former church using this as an example to establish that you have officially left and inform them they do not have permission to contact you, discuss you, etc.

Crushed in Spirit:  Words of Hope and Healing

I was going through an especially rough morning and decided to tell my blog readers about it.  This was their response. There are some amazing songs, prayers, encouragement here.  I hope others will be blessed by this outpouring of love by the body of Christ.

First Amendment Legal Help and Information

Tipping the Scales: Social Media and the Rules of Discovery in Lawsuits:  Helpful guidelines for Social Media when involved in lawsuit.

Legal Guide for Bloggers:  What to do if you get sued for defamation.

12 thoughts on “Helpful Resources”

  1. Hi, been exposing church abuse hardcore since 3/2000 (at the time had 350 heads of church leadership on that list whether agreed with them or not; also they got copied in on their own church abuse), then it got down to 72, then 15, then 7 now back up to 58. Trinity Foundation in Dallas, TX and is part of that list along with Dr. James Dobson/H.B.London Jr., and former David Wilkerson (who used to take care of items until he passed away), George Barna and Ron Enroth on that List (latter retired)..
    I’ve given Alex Grenier copy of Calvary Chapel items that have had and heard for over 30 years.
    It’s one thing to preach the Bible another item to live. So what Bob Grenier and Visalia police department and christian leaders are saying WHEN THEY DO NOTHING or expose the situation is it’s ok to molest, rape, sodomize and murder children (we are ALL God’s children no matter what age).

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  2. This is how you research abuse:
    type in the name of church and or pastor, being abused by (each category)
    type in the name of church and or pastor, controversial articles
    type in the name of church and or pastor, people’s negative feedback
    Charisma Magazine also gets copied in on church abuse and sometimes Christianity Today (consider them sell-outs, compromisers). Example would be Charisma is doing postive articles on Mike Bickle and IHOPrayer without doing the negative side. Listed over 30 sites of complaints by many and now look at the Bethany Denton murder. Read over 40 hours of church abuse on that ministry along with Calvary Chapel.

    Took Alex Grenier public to the church abuse list over 17 months ago and what is that telling me if nothing is done and or corrected? A WHOLE LOT.
    Look at and do all those reads. Los Angeles Times gets copied in also (they did an awesome expose of Calvary believe 2/28/07 by Goffard (at the time mailed the article to report church abuse list).
    Partial list is on (type in john paul jackson research box and read Tammy’s lament and part of the list is there over 30 at the time). Gone through similiar abuse in the church.
    The books you listed are in my church abuse list package also along with “Don’t Call Me Brother by Austin Miles (2nd book also) and Frank Viola Pagan Christianity; Marjoe Documentary (u-tube).

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  3. P.S. Your reference department at your library will show you format on computer to print out address labels for all House/Senate; and also Google: all email addresses for media and over 34 pages come up. What found, system is corrupt and they will block you. Better yet, put in on a United States Postal Pre-Stamped postcard.
    81/2 by 11 sheet of paper I can get 3 print outs to put on postcards.

    Postcards more effectual in that many more people read. By the way, I use gloves.
    Friend opens up P.O. Box address when do mailer due to many death threat when you expose this kind of stuff. Had a man come up to me in public and he told me “church leadership was plotting to kill me”, because they don’t want their evil deeds for all to see (took it public at the time to church leadership). KNOW GOD IS THE FINAL JUDGE, personally don’t think a lot of pastor’s are making it to heaven, re-read your Bible on who goes to hell and the majority are liars. They become God’s unto themselves, read Battle Hymn by John Secura and see who he list (not all) corrupt leadership.

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